*Sunday, August 29, 2004*

hmmm...bored bored bored on a sunday afternoon....dunno wat else to do so ended up sleeping....dat's all my family does on a sunday...sleep....its gets so tiring..... thinking of chilling at esplanade later...asked mel... but she's got church and stuff... asked stefan...he also dnt want...i guess i'll chill by myself later...

hmm...ey gonna go eat now
peace!!m=))))))))))))

Dee blogged at 4:29:00 PM

*Monday, August 23, 2004*

*Dee iS aNNoYeD N PiSSeD*

Well let's see...the day ended off like shit....got off work ard 3.30 and my sis picked me up.....then we went to buy some snacks at Z & Z cake shop somewhere at telok kurau...and then went on to pick my mum up...who took like forever to come down.... and then we went to take some free gifts..my sis got any a free olympus digicam while my mum got a free SMS feature phone...wateva man....oh then we stopped by at the supermarket near my place...and my mum took like FOREVER again to go grocery shopping....my head was aldy throbbing at this point (and still is btw) which made me cranky and annoyed (still annoyed)..... We then went home after dat long long long long looooooooong wait for my mum.... had to carry the groceries wateva nonsense.... (on normal days it would have been fine if i wasnt pissed and din have a throbbing headache)

went up yada yada yada...took a shower yada yada yada....then went online..and to my horror my comp was infected !! and i asked my sis wat she surfed and did she run the scan??...of course she didn't and she said dat she opened up yahoo and kazaa....and some casino pop up kept on coming on......well dat ALMOST explains everythn *rolls eyes* and better still she somehow tried to put the blame on me but i put her in place...as usual... EVERYONE BLAMES ME WHEN SHIT HAPPENS AS USUAL !!!

OH LOOK OH NVM....my head still hurts....throbbing major headache...i think my job requires me to strain my eyes and wreck my brain too much....the radiation is affecting me.....

i'm so sick of everythn.....if i could run away i would...feeling so fuckt up...everythn's so fuckt up...

anyways.....i frantically downloaded the antivirus trialware to get rid of everythn...

yknw my mum somehow has the inate ability to irritate the shit out of me without fail...and she always manages to do so when i'm having a bad day or a bad headache or when i'm feeling moody and it doesnt make my day any better when she asks me stupid questions and pass off annoying comments.............I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT A LONE FOR GOODNESS SAKE

Dee blogged at 9:41:00 PM

*Sunday, August 22, 2004*

Hmmm....

Was reading my blog entry on friday 13AUG abt frenz and stuff......very complex.....sometimes i'm made to feel like i'm not needed or invisible.....but i guess it's done unknowningly and when i start to drift only then do i get noticed...... feeling so detached from my old peepz....been feeling like dat for a very long time ...since 2nd yr poly only dat now it's worst.... all this time i've just decided to ignore the feelings but it's getting too overwhelming nowadays.....so i've just decided to just chill and mind my own business...... i've chosen to think dat pple r busy and don't have the time for idle chit chat anymore......but lucky for me i have my booboo to turn to.....

Frenz are a weird phenomenon... Everyone needs frenz but frenz just suck sometimes......
i'm learning to make new ones just in case my old ones decide to ditch me in the end... but of course the memories of the happy and sad with my old frenz r very much cherished.... i miss them.... oh well...pple move on i guess....

*Dee eMo*

Dee blogged at 10:47:00 AM

*Friday, August 20, 2004*

oK...... my fotopages is still screwed cuz i cant remember my username and password..so i guess i'll just post pix on my blog then.... Well......over the week...me and my peepz... we went about going on food splurging..went to Big O at Wheelock and then on Wednesday to lau pa sat to give hafiz the big NS send off.... twas ok lah...havent done the whole group chilling out in awhile.... peepz were somehow very clumsy in Big O.....spilling and dropping things all over the place...first it was Sab who pushed my glass over and water spilt...Then it was Lydia who actually pushed over her glass and broke it! i'm quite sure the Big O staff have blacklisted us...

at lau pa sat...a big group of ang mohs behind us were on a drinking spree....but other than dat it was a normal group chill out session...

hmmm.....we are planning another group food splurge next week at fish and co.... wanna join us??

Dee blogged at 6:24:00 PM

Me N My BooBoo !!!! LoVe U SaYaNG !!! 

Dee blogged at 6:23:00 PM

THiS WaS VeRY ReCeNT...oVeR THe WeeKeND aT Lau Pa SaT... GaVe HaFiZ The BiG NS SeND oFF.... 

Dee blogged at 6:23:00 PM

My PsYCHo PeePz uP To THeiR NoNSeNSe aS uSuaL...HeHeHe... 

Dee blogged at 6:20:00 PM

THe WHoLe BuNCH oF uS WHo WeNT DoWN FoR THe BiG O SPLuRGe... 

Dee blogged at 6:18:00 PM

uS TrYiNa SQueeZe iN THe PiC BuT CaNNoT MaKe iT LaH! 

Dee blogged at 6:18:00 PM

aTTiTuDe SHoT WHiCH TuRNeD OuT NiCe...oNe oF My FaVE SHoTs.....HaHaHaHaHa! We LooK LiKe We'Re TrYiNa PRoMoTe DBS HuH?  

Dee blogged at 6:16:00 PM

THe GiRLs ouTSiDe LiaT oN THe DBS STePS... 

Dee blogged at 6:14:00 PM

i LiKe THiS SHoT..... 

Dee blogged at 6:12:00 PM

eaTiNG at BiG O..... 

Dee blogged at 6:12:00 PM

IsK Me MeL N Jo...... STiLL aT BiG O 

Dee blogged at 6:11:00 PM

DaM SaB Me MeL Jo N LyDia.... at BiG O WHeeLoCK 

Dee blogged at 6:10:00 PM

Me MeL N Jo...  

Dee blogged at 6:09:00 PM

My FReN oF 14 yrs..yes since primary 1 

Dee blogged at 6:07:00 PM

*Thursday, August 19, 2004*

my first darling 

Dee blogged at 11:17:00 PM

one of my fave pix.... Booboo i know this is one of ur faves too =) btw...i like da cap...can i have it?? Hehehehe 

Dee blogged at 11:09:00 PM

hmmm...me trying some light effect thing..but it obviously din work 

Dee blogged at 11:08:00 PM

Hehehe...pix i took myself of myself...i'm so self-absorbed.... *WiNK* 

Dee blogged at 11:05:00 PM

Ok....it may seem like i'm obsessed with myself...but i'm not ok!! the truth is..i finally finally figured out how to use this Hello thing...yes i know...i'm suaku ok... so i figured...since this is my blog...i dnt have pics of myself on my on blog...so decided to put some.... hehehe..i shall be back with more pics! 

Dee blogged at 7:27:00 PM

aWwW....So SWeeT aH?? 

Dee blogged at 7:06:00 PM

i am a stupid dumb dumb ok!!!

yknw when i switch on my comp i'm usually automatically logged on to my fotopages......so all these months i've been uploading the pics without having to log on...so over the months i've totally forgotten my username and password...

so just now me and my itchy fingers..... i logged out of fotopages !!! only to realise later dat i've forgotten the username and password !!!! HOW DUMB RITE??? OH MY GOD

so i frantically emailed support@fotopages.com and explained my dilemma ....Oh gosh..i hope they reply me !!!

i miss my fotopages aldy ! if they cant help me..then i'll have to set up a new fotopage...HOW SAD!!! oh gosh....i'm such a dumbass

*Dee iS FRaNTiC*

Dee blogged at 6:45:00 PM

*Friday, August 13, 2004*

i feel like as if my life's in a standstill again..... i dunno y i'm feeling like this.....farah and i were just talking about it the other day when we met up......she was saying dat life after school now is just so stagnant.... all dat revolves in her world now is work and her boyfriend....

i agree with her about the stagnant life.... i tot i was the only one feelin this way.... frens dat used to be there aren't there all of a sudden.... i really feel lonely....and i hate the feelin'..... am i depressed again? sigh.....

it's not just about frenz...it's about the life i'm living at this moment....... i've been trying to find smthn to do to spice it up but have failed..... havent been genuinely happy in a long time.....

just feelin really lonely..... i'm crying myself to sleep again nowadays.... not everyday....just on some days when the feelin is overwhelming...... it's weird...it's like i'm anticipating something bad to come but just don't know wat it is.... trying to figure out wat it is....

am i weird?

Dee blogged at 7:09:00 PM

*Friday, August 06, 2004*

Hey b...if ur reading this....do u love me???? =) Cuz i love u too bits even though i dnt tell u dat everyday =) Muah!

Dee blogged at 8:49:00 PM

*Tuesday, August 03, 2004*

-** Dee iS SiCK**-

whooo hooo!

hmmm....ok...i'm sick of doing my blogskin actually.....but i'm kinda proud of wat i've amended so far....yes...i like pink..u gotta a problem?? huh? huh? wanna piece of me?? huh? huh? Huh??

My nose is blocked...but lucky for me my fever's down and my cough and sore throat have subsided..... Still worried abt my boo though....he's been sick for a week now...his doctor sucks.... His phlegm is yellow and his doc should have given him antibiotics...but he didn't....dumbass doctor....well...u must be wondering how i know so much abt wat to prescribe...well....my doc explains stuff to me whenever he gives me medicine and stuff.... why this medicine....why this way and that..... so dats how i get my knowledge...my good old trusty doc..... been their client eversince i was 3....

uh hmm.....oh well...anyways...i'm kinda bored sitting at home...kinda reminds me of the times when i was bumming at home broke and feeling helpless....

ok...oh well..i guess i'll update later..... Peace...


-**Dee iS STiLL SiCK**-

Dee blogged at 5:56:00 PM

*Monday, August 02, 2004*

hello hello....hmm..been awhile since i blogged...a long long looooooong while....well...just dropping by to say hello!...

i dont have the mood to write stuff today...i'm sick.... my head and my whole body hurts.....so i shall just chill....hmmm...

ok peace

Dee blogged at 11:33:00 PM