*Thursday, April 29, 2004*

My boo boo called me yesterday !!! =)) Missed him soooooooooooo much ! Miss u b!!! Love u much much much =) (i know its bad english but so wat?? Teachers aren't all dat perfect ok!)

ok..well...things in general....hmm...i still sound like a man...my voice doesnt sound the way it used to...i miss my voice...sigh... hmm...and..been drilling my kids in school with the dance steps and singing and wat-nots..and also tryina finish up the curriculum for this term..gosh...and doing up my classroom....gosh..i was like totally feeling stressed up today... i was like marking the books in super speed time till i had red ink smeared on my right hand ( i have no idea y)....
havent been sleeping well cuz i keep on coughing myself awake...and i'm really starting to feel very tired... since last week..kept coughing myself awake... i just cry...,sigh....out of frustration...yes..it is very frustrating.....ur tryina rest but u can't..... i feel fat and bloated no thanx to my period which came yesterday.... gosh...

i lose my voice, stressed up with work, can't sleep, having my period...how bad can it get man?????

well it's the weekend tmrw...so happy ! and my boo is coming back next week! double happiness for me =) something to look forward to at least...sigh...

well i guess i'm gonna turn in early today...really really tired....and tmrw is the first combined rehearsal with all the other centres for the damn Sports day....have to stay back at work till late and then go for Stefan's bdae buffet at his house.....gee.....peace....

A teacher's work is never finished...

Dee blogged at 8:18:00 PM

*Wednesday, April 28, 2004*

i'm so sad !! i can't sing properly !!! i can't go high pitch !!! so sad!!! i'm scared also ! i hope my voice comes back normal soon....sigh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * dee sitting in her chair right now totally freaking out*

Dee blogged at 6:42:00 PM

*Monday, April 26, 2004*

My voice came back but my throat feels torn..i swear like the leftside of my throat...it hurts when i swallow...not the normal sore-throat-kinda hurt..but as in like really hurts like as if i cut it or smthn.....oh gosh...i hope its nothing serious....

i'm sick..terribly sick... and it sucks...cuz i still have to go to work...and talk..and scream..i wished i could just stay silent for a week or two... but i can't... i wished dat i could just stay home and rest and regain my health a week or two....but i can't......

i'm still coughing like a mofo...and it seems like everytime i'm home and not talking, i start to cough like a friggin mofo..... i'm so fucking frustrated i could cry..but i shant.... sigh... this sucks...

i printed out my pix...oh god b..if ur reading this ! its damn nice ! i wanted to print out for u also but i din which ones u wanted so i think i'll just give u the cd k darling???

B !! i miss u so so so so much!!! When r u coming back??? Sigh...

Dee blogged at 9:52:00 PM

*Friday, April 23, 2004*

well..anyways...i still have not fully recovered my voice...and yes...i still sound like a man...and my voice breaks everytime i talk... fuck! i'm soooo pissed..... i want my voice back !!! i'm really feeling miserable...sigh.... Miss my baby boo....

Dee blogged at 8:20:00 PM

my dumb dumb cat just came back all mucky and dirty..i had such a hard time bathing him...the mucky stains still won't come off...i guess we'll have to bring him to the groomers.... stupid cat...but i still love him all the same!

Dee blogged at 8:18:00 PM

MY CAT IS MISSING !!!! oh no...i wonder where he is....

Dee blogged at 2:51:00 PM

*Thursday, April 22, 2004*

sigh...NUS NTU , when the hell r u gonna reply me???????? i just went to the website.. they said they will send out the offer letters starting from Mid april to late May or smthn......which would mean dat they will start sending out the offer letters starting this week i think.....oh gosh....i hate this waiting game ! sucks! i guess in the mean time i better find another guarantor or smthn for my NZ loan.....

i wonder wat my boo boo is doing now...he hasnt called me since last week....

Well....i've lost my voice again...and my voice keeps on breaking whenever i talk....i'm on mc for 2 days...today and tmrw...and then it's the weekend....i hope i regain my voice by then..i'm feeling miserable...sigh..... its hard for me to teach with this voice...and not to mention the really bad cough i have whenever i open my mouth to talk.... i'm genuinely miserable....

with my voice going down the drain nowadays....do i even still stand a chance for Singapore idol??? gosh....

I went to the airport this morning to send Lin off to Dubai.... i was suppose to wake up at 10.10pm yesterday and then meet mel at 11.40pm at novena. But i overslept ! i was woken up by mel's call at 11.30pm...she was like WRU??? and i was like erm... mel i just woke up!!!! she got pissed of course...i put down the phone rushed to the toilet washed my face, brushed my teeth, then rushed back to my room, wore my clothes in super speed time and left the house in a jiffy... gosh...i reached novena i think abt ten minutes later....fast eh??

well...then we waited for sudirman to pick us up. He picked Huda up first and then Mel and i at novena and we went str8 to the airport after. i think it was abt 12.30am by the time we reached...we chilled out at some coffee place in terminal one while waiting for Lin,her family and the other clowns to arrive.

Lin and her family came around the same time as us....while lydia, boy, Isk came a little after us and then Azhar, Hafiz, Jaz, Body came much much later.

We hung around while watching Lin say her last goodbyes and checked out the other Emirates stewardess.... and as usual the guys had loads of weird comments....the girls r immuned to it.
I gave her the presents, she exchanged hugs with everyone...I didnt think dat i would actually tear..but when she gave me her really last hug i felt my eyes welling up but i controlled it..Mel and huda were aldy like quietly crying.... didnt think i'd miss her dat much but i actually do....

then around 2.30am we all went to simpang bedok for...hmmm..would u call it breakfast or supper?? i guess supper..i ate this nasi goreng kampung which was the ISH i tell u ! then Mel hafiz and i shared a spring chicken with fries....whooOOooO..the chicken was the ISH too man ! we hung out till abt 3.30am and then mel , jaz, hafiz and i hitched a ride with azhar (azhar lives in the estate near my house)...we went to jurong to supposedly drop mel and jaz off but we ended up dropping hafiz off at bukit batok and THEN mel and jaz off at king albert park...then azhar dropped me off at the bus stop near my house.... i reached home at abt 4.45am i think....

Gosh...azhar speeds....and azhar if ur reading this...i'm secretly afraid of ur driving... yes..it's true.....

sigh...i miss my boo....Call me for goodness sake ! =)

Dee blogged at 6:55:00 PM

*Wednesday, April 07, 2004*

These words from Erykah Badu's "Love of my Life" are nice..... For u boo ! U make me smile always ! =)


Whenever I got lonely
Or needed some advice
He gave me his shoulder
His words were very nice

But that is all behind me
‘Cause now there is no other
My love is his and his is mine
A friend became the

Love of my life
You are my friend
Love of my life
On you I can depend....


Muah ! love u loads b! Gonna miss u when ur gone in taiwan... = (

Dee blogged at 8:56:00 PM