*Wednesday, March 31, 2004*

whoever wrote this horoscope thing has a bad sentence construction, spelling and vocab problem ( the one dat i'm abt to cut and paste below)...i'm speechless..hahahahha! Anyways, some of the shite is true while others r just soooooooooo untrue.. they make me sound like a freak sia.... i'm not a total perfectionist lah !!! Crap.

Btw for people reading it there will be this one part where it says " She is not an innocent angle......." The dude actually meant ANGEL but ended up spelling it as ANGLE !!! HAHAHHAHAHA! hilarious sia....


VIRGO WOMAN
> > > > >
> > > > >
> > > > >She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who
> > > > >walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial
> > > > >structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as
if
> > > > >she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say
> > > > >what she thinks.
> > > > >
> > > > >You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be
> > > > >perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is
no
> > > > >such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress.
She
> > > > >is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy
who
> > > > >will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can
> > > > >forget about her right now.
> > > > >
> > > > > She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she
> > > > >expects respect from her love one. She does not like a part time
> > > > >lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will
not
> > > > >go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain
> > > > >distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline.
> > > > >
> > > > > She does not like and can not stand bad languages,
> > > > >cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who opens the doors
> > > > >for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of
> > > > >her, she will feel like a complete woman.
> > > > >
> > > > > She memorizes everything about other people and about
> > > > >herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on
> > > > >this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate
> > > > >in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously
picking
> > > > >soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comment her on this
> > > > >very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a
> > > > >self beautifier.
> > > > >
> > > > > She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as
> > > > >tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry
> > > > >over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room
> > > > >can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently.
> > > > >
> > > > > She only searches for true love, not just any love. Her
> > > > >love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as
> > > > >effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no
> > > > >such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say
something
> > > > >unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting
mad,
> > > > >she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again.
If
> > > > >you have a date with her, you'd better be there on time.
> > > > >
> > > > > Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to
> > > > >say sorry, make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up event, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean.
She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny. In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too. Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way
you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your
can.

Dee blogged at 7:40:00 PM

*Sunday, March 28, 2004*

Lately (Tyrese)

I can't imagine life, without you by my side
This is love babe, that I’m feelin'
And I'm hopin' that you’re feelin' the same way
Things tend to slip my mind, like how you like to wine
And dine babe, with romantic lights,
You mean a lot to me in so many ways

(Lately) have I told you I love you?
(Lately) have I told you you still mean the world to me?
(Lately) have I told you I love you?
I’ll be your wishing well tell me what you want, babe

Don't think twice of our love, I say these things because I love you
But it's hard to explain, and I'm hopin' that you're feelin' the same way
You know that all of my feelings are inside and burning,
I tend to forget,
How much I L-O-V-E you really mean.

(Lately) have I told you I love you?
(lately) have I told you you still mean the world to me?
(lately) have I told you I love you?
I’ll be your wishing well, tell me what you want, babe

Try your hardest to deal, Yes I forgot but You know how I feel,
Things slip my mind babe, that’s a fact,
Tell me you love me and I’ll tell you back baby

(freestyle)

(Lately) have I told you I love you?
(lately) have I told you you still mean the world to me?
(lately) have I told you I love you?
I’ll be your wishing well tell me what you want, babe

Dee blogged at 12:16:00 AM

*Monday, March 22, 2004*

i'm worried...worried everyday.... am i making the right decisions? i'm never sure... insecurities and uncertainties everyday... this whole disequilibrium is driving me nuts...

Dee blogged at 8:33:00 PM

*Sunday, March 21, 2004*

i cut and re rebonded my hair....then went to great world city to watch The Eye 2...freaky shit....but wat the fuck..i dnt care...i have other things to worry about...

i'm trying to do so many things to keep my thoughts occupied....things dat would usually make me happy...but somehow these things have lost their cathartic effect on me........ i'm happy for awhile..and then i'm back to worrying and being fuckt up about the things that r happening to me....

trying to put on a happy disposition...but people who know me well know dat i'm dying inside....

i really am.... i've totally lost control of myself...my fate...my whole destiny....things r all so uncertain once again....

Dee blogged at 1:19:00 AM

*Tuesday, March 16, 2004*

i need to come up with a solution fair for everyone...especially for me...cuz my whole life is at stake....not my mum's.... MINE...she's at the end of hers while i'm just beginning... I have to decide for me.... and if she refuses to agree with my suggestion then i'll have to do smthn drastic..... and i hope it won't have to come to that.....

My life's falling apart.....

Dee blogged at 5:33:00 PM

i love this song....Semisonic...kinda describes wat i'm feeling right now but on a lesser magnitude.... b i wanna talk to u so much about smthn..... i miss u...

Secret Smile (Semisonic)


Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me

So use it and prove it
Remove this whirling sadness
I'm losing, I'm bluesing
But you can save me from madness

Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile
And you use it only for me

So save me I'm waiting
I'm needing, hear me pleading
And soothe me, improve me
I'm grieving, I'm barely believing now, now

When you are flying around and around the world
And I'm lying alonely
I know there's something sacred and free reserved
And received by me only

Dee blogged at 11:31:00 AM

my life sucks.... n it's true dat i can never be happy for long...cuz someone will always come along and screw things up in my life....one fine example is happening now.....

i miss my boo....i need u now more than ever....

Dee blogged at 9:03:00 AM

*Sunday, March 07, 2004*

Gosh its been ages since i blogged...i mean eversince my internet got cut off and stuff.... i just uploaded pix on my fotopage...hehehehe

hmm..well i checked my boo's blog and he wrote about me! how sweet! gosh...

well.... b... i think ur the best thing dat has happened to me so far yknw ! ur just so positive about everything sometimes i wonder if u ever get sad about anything... so unlike me...i'm like paranoid and insecure...sigh... yknw u really really make me smile yknw..the things u say and do....u really put colour to my mundane life..... ur corny lame jokes...hahahaahahahah! and its just such a waste dat we can only spend time together on weekends...

uh hmm..and oh yesh ur lips and ur ears! and also the thing dat moves when u laugh *WiNK* ( u know wat i'm talking abt!)...the way u smell....smile...laugh....
gosh...really....i seriously feel lost without u if i dnt see u for so long...sigh..... am i obsessed?? hahahhahahahahah! ok ok i dnt wanna freak u out....

sigh b....i've never felt like this before..and i'm seriously very happy at this point in my life...and its cuz of u.... =)

and b i'm not usually this sappy ok?? and if my frenz see this they will laff at me cuz it's so unlike me!!! anyways...

LOVE YA LOTS B!!!

Dee blogged at 11:15:00 PM